wow something really amazing happened today and made me soooo happy! rena emailed me! haha... thanks girl... u really made my day... anyway. today was like a cab day haha... took cab everywhere ok feel kinda bad... cos my bag was soooo heavy! cos i brot trg stuff and stuff to study and church stuff too! so yah. heavy bag... trg was ok i guess... but it was so hot im like all red now. like a lobster or something!!! super pain lah. but good thing! cos it all goes towards getting rid of the "hole" on my back left by my old swimming costume heh... all my teammates were laughing at it ok... so embarrassing :s hmm anyway after trg i went to eat with ed den we joined zy at the esplanade library to study (her hand pain so she left trg early) and its so nice ok!!! haha but like qt distracting cos i was so excited abt this jazz book tt had "dream a little dream" inside!!! and its like my fav song!!! was so happy i had to go and photocopy it... so in the end all i did was copy marcus's chem prac haha... and i relaise tt hes a terrible person to copy frm...c os he has so many wrong and hes SO MESSY. can die ok! after tt i took a cab to church... waited soooo long k!!! cos all the cabs tt came were going to jurong... liek... no comments... murphys law... but anyway i made it to church abit late only heh. and i slept in the cab...was sosososososo tired haihz. anyway, went for dinner with chuili and james after church den came home! james is so mad and funny ok! hes like ultra retarded and always makes me laugh cos hes so mad!!! haha... the moment i came home i went to try the sing and its nice!! tho of cos i cant play it very well but its qt an easy peice... tho some parts sounds abit funny lah haha... i dunno hmm... anyway im so excited abt tmls lesson now!! haha... playing the sax is really fun man... im so proud of myself tt i am still playing ok! cos normally i give up on stuff really easily :) but i think its really fun... i think tt just proves tt when u really like something it will seem fun always! haha... cant believe tt i took so long to actually get round to signing up for lessons all... tho soemtimes i think its so useless cos im so lousy like mad... but i just really enjoy it... hmm


i was just thinking abt wad marcus was saying the other day... he was like saying y are frenships and stuff so impt to us... dat we can keep talking abt the same thing day in day out. cos like its just a small part of the big picture and esp frens tt u may or may not keep for life... he was like saying tt we have such a myopic view of things tt to us its so impt... i agree with him... but i guess cos it hurts us personally and it directly affects us? dunno wish i could just put it aside and focus on things tt are more impt like the situation in iraq and stuff... haha i dunno lah... anyway, uncle daniel gave a really scary sermon today! like all his sermons are super scary haha... but interesting lah... just tt he always will talk abt sex somewhere one!!! was telling loo tt tt is his fav topic... and i think so too ok! haha... but i guess sexual immorality stuff does apply more to pple our age lah! but not to me! haha i think its really gross when pple send their bf/gf mushy msges... liek so gross lah pls. i think i would die if i ever got one ok! haha... like its ok to say i love u or soemthign but sometimes i see msges tt make me cringe lah pls. how gross can u get haha...gives me goosebumps just thinking abt it ok!!! and i think its even grosser to have sex before ur married!!! like tt is gross ok haha... if any of my frens did tt i dunno wad i would do. think i would DIE haha... ok nvm. this is mad... anyway im high!!! ate chocs heh. i love chocs! and im becoming mad like zy!!! i actually try to eat healthier stuff noadays when i eat out and stuff ok!!! but still eat chocs lah!!! and we walked past the max brenners choc bar today... soooooo nice!! cant wait till after nats when we can go there and eat till we die heh. :p